Just another Anime Blog
[ No Comments ] Posted on 10.04.08 under Journey
It is simply amazing what comes to light during casual conversations. What dear Ms loveLydia said on one of our recent chats about writing, trauma and relationships, jolted me. An issue which I had been trying to push way behind my mind reared its ugly head full blast, finally. It is heart-breaking all right but the pain is no longer as intense as before. I had long since conditioned myself for the inevitable. It was just a matter of ‘when’. . . the significant other becomes completely insignificant.
I learned not to expect much from anyone, saves me from a lot of frustrations. I hope… but not in vain. I am certain that regardless of how things would turn out, something will always make sense. What counts most is that I gave my best sweet shot and did my best graceful dance… a line of thinking that pretty Kim and Saintly-Santa-who-once-lived-in-a-Shanty-now-condo would agree on.
I trust, not foolishly. I put my faith, not blindly. I call the shots, this is my life… but I needed a knockerhead to pound on my wandering head. And Ms loveLydia’s there to turn the knob in my brain, put on a light overhead, shove me the perfect way, and hold a mirror in front of me.
OK, that was just the right angle to pore over and ponder on. Right on target, right on time.